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i just miss u so much

its been for 3 days .. not nowing wat ur doing or wats going on wif u haizzzz... my heart bleedsssss ..i felt down n low .. the days without talking to u is realy making me go insanely sad... y dun u have to always go far away from me .. i miss u so much .. dun u noe that ...

25\4\09

today i went to look for u , me n my fren(pei ying ) was waiting for the bus to come, sitting there waiting so impatiently wanna look for u ... then the bus had arrived i went up the bus n i was asking those ppl how to go to ur place i din noe they were so friendly then they show me n py how to go .then the bus had stopped so we when down to wait for the bus again while we r waiting ,we saw a old man was taking a tongkat , he cant realy walk straightly then while he wanted to walk up the stair, it was so difficult for him to walk up then me n py held his hand n help him to walk up . after doin that i feel so good .yeap. so as time goes by the bus had arrived n we took the bus fly to the place where u live lol not actually fly la ryte !! n we reached there we was quit confuss cus we dnt noe how to go so we when down n walk n walk n keep asking ppl for direction . there is so many konduminium but we couldnt find which one is urs then we walk n walk n walk , its like a thousand miles away but im ok wif that while i was walking i was remmebering wherever ilook back on times we had i hope you smile and know that through the good and through the bad I was on your side when nobody could hold us down we claimed the brightest star And we came so far n no we wont forget Whenever you remember times gone by remeber how we held our heads so high when all this world was there for usAnd we believed that we could touch the sky wheneevr u remember I'll be there n ill hav faith in u ... .finding u is hard but i will not give up until i find u.. well then i walk n walk in a hot sunny day , the sun had burn my skin but i dun care even the last breath i got ill still walk down the pathway to search for u !!!! then i finaly founded where u live i was so happy n feel relief .. well its good to noe that ive been lost for this few hours but its realy fun . well i hope u will stay here in malaysia ..but someday if u realy go to another country ill find u too i promise but i hope my dreams of being wif u wld come true ^^ well for only two words i can say is THE END

Someone has cast a spell on me

I wonder and wonder, oh who could it be?

Someone makes my adrenaline pump and my heart race

Everyday this someone puts a smile on my face

Someone has magically made me fall head over heels

But sometimes I wonder how my someone feels

This someone has conquered all my thoughts

And hit me emotionally in all the right spots

My wishes were granted when we first met

The moment we kissed is one I?ll never forget

He fills my days with happiness and delight

I love it when we touch and hold each other tight

He gives me a feeling I've never felt before

His great personality is one thing I highly adore

There's something in him I just can't explain

His smile and laughter make me go insane

My companion, my partner, and very best friend

The connection between us will never ever end

I hope my someone knows how much he means to me

I don't know what else to do to make him see

This someone is one of the greatest things in the world

I'm so happy he's my man and I'm his girl

I can't find words to express

how I feel inside We tell each other everything,

there's nothing to hide

He swept me off my feet by just being true

Now to be next to him is all I wanna do

well im scared off losing u cus mb someday ur goin to another country

well i noe u will be by my side

someday my dream of being wif u will come true

i love him so muchy

Who is this someone you ask, I'll tell you who

this one special someone of mine is You ALi !!

its been 118 days that we r together i hope we will last 4ever

11\4\09
ill gonna do my best
i will not let my fren down
ill show them wat i 've got
the inside of me
ill show them
: )
no matter wat the result is
i noe that i had win already
well ill do my BEST

what should i do

so board without you

im trapped inside

with nothing to hide

its like for 3 days

im missing something

something tat i can cry onn

something that i can be my self

something that i can be loved

for 3 days i heaven heard anythin from u

i miss u so much

Between tis 3 days my life was such boring , meaningless , lonely ,sucks

but i noe ur gona call me soon

cus ur dad took ur phone!!!

now i realize how precious u r to me its like ur my soul that never leaves me behind

i miss you

you know its true

you need me

and i need you

you need to know that i love you so

we'll be together

forever and ever

never let you go

this we both noe

well .. im still waitin ..waitin for u to call : )

Birthday Countdown

54 minutes to go

Izit me or is just my insicurity !!

There were places we would go at midnight
There were secrets that nobody else would know...
There's a reason but I don't know why
I donno why!!!
I don't know why!!
I thought they all belonged to me
Who's that girl?
Where's she from?
No, she can't be the one
That you want
That has stolen my world
It's not real, it's not right
It's my day, it's my night
By the way, who's that girl
Living my life
Oh no, livin' my lifeee...
Seems like everything's the same around me
Then I look again and everything has changed
I'm not dreaming, so I don't know why
I don't know why,
I don't know why
She's everywhere I wanna be
I'm the one who made you laugh
who made u feel happy
who made u smile
who comfort u
who loves u very much
do u noe???
i donno mb is just my jealousy
mb i think to much
&
no its not true .. u will never lie or cheat on me
never
never
never!!!

I donno !!!
I dun wanna Noe !!!
i dun wanna care!!!
Just leave me alone !!

I LOVE YOU

for making each day of my life beautiful

& all my life's labors seem worthwhile.

For as i go through my day , no matter

How rough it gets ,I can think of u

& SMILE :)

I lOve You

for sharring all the moments of ur life

& letting me talk . lough & even dream

Beside you

ok & i promise u ill tell u everything k

I loVe YUo

for letting me speak my mind, & when..

I am through , carefully considering

The way I feel..

For letting me be my SELF

& helping me to realize

Who that realy is,

Always inspiring me to pursue

Ideals tat r Lasting & Real

I lOve You

For standing close when i need you , and standing back when i need

To be alone , always sharring

The sunshine & shadows of my daysss,

For your comfort when i an weary,

& ur Strength when the world

Seems to much handle

I LOve YoU

For all of this , & for the promise

Of a lifetime together .

For becouse of u , I have learned

The true meaning of the words

i love you...

i hope u can read this , u noe who u r : )

i donno n i dun care

♥ ♥ ♥ IN YOU ♥ ♥ ♥

In my life,
there are times
When I felt so lonely,
feeling so empty
I’ve got nowhere to run, no one to turn to
nowhere to go.

My heart is so empty but I keep on feeling
I never know what I need,
still I keep on searching
I never know where to go but I keep on moving
maybe to find you.

Until I found a place to be with myself
A place of calmness,
to fight distress
With my pen and paper,
my soul's reflecting
I draw you.

With your merciful eyes
you comfort me
I feel your presence by my side
More soothing than the breathe of fresh wind
More calming than the waves of the ocean

In your wings you hide me

All worries are washed away

Your voice ascends me to higher level

As I feel my heart filled with your selfless love

And to continue searching,

I need not go any further

For, in You, I have found my inner peace.

No more pains to feel

No more burdens to carry

For I have found my sanctuary

Right here under

Your loving caress

You comfort me everyday

And it is all the comfort I will forever need.

u changed my whole life!!!

see this

lol the upper one is him who give it to me!!!!hhaha im loving it :)

Just A Boy, Just A Girl ♥

He was just a boy, she was just a girl

Trying to find a way to live in this daunting world

They held each other close, hands squeezed together tight

Lying in each others arms all through the lonely night

He was just a nobody, she was his princess

They didn’t care what others said,

they didn’t act to impress

There never were two souls so matched,

so perfectly connected

No words could describe the love,

that in their eyes, was reflected

He was just in love with her;

she was just in love with him

Nothing had the strength to make the love within them dim

Their heartbeats coincided;

their two hearts beat as one

The love they had for one another shone like the blinding sun

He was just her stars,

she was just his moon

Their great love was timeless,

like so many love-born tunes

Looking in each others eyes,

they saw their entire world

He was just a boy, she was just a girl

I Caress You

Sunrise appears on the horizonas

I lay here beside youI caress you softly with my eyes,

drinking in your beauty

it reaches to the deepest part

of my soul

You are so intoxicating

You take my breath away

I caress you softly with my hands

Your skin feels like the petals

of a rose,

the feel of which

takes me to a heightened state

of exhilaration

Your body trembles in ecstasyas

I explore every curve,

every inch of you

you are my love,

my life

Never have I known

or will know again

such a love as this

white sea spreading before me

so silky

tiny ripples of the wind

from a farbringing some stories

from the other islandsome leaves fall from

the pitogo treesome flowers pink and white

lay on the shorewhite sands of silence

and peace

soft whispers of the winds

seeping in my skini am barefoot

i am naked down to the waist

i am waiting

for the sun to descend upon the bosom

of the horizoni am dreaming of palm trees

soft wind

sof summer

a door opens in my mind

i get in

stepping into something new this summer

Sometimes, I wonder why I love you

Then I think and smile

Is it your voice, that rings like music

Or the way your eyes shines, when you look at me

Or the way I feel when you are with me

I love the way you look, your eyes so bright

The power of your face

The strength in your stare

The kindness in your smile

Its for this and more

I love the way you smile, it brightens the room

Then I think and smile.

Our relation, a rare gift

A life time connection

A special bond, one cannot see and understand

I could go on for days, to tell you what I feel

But what ever it is, it is for real

Then I think and smile.

messy mind
million thoughts in my head

that are racing wildly

bumping, pushing at each other

not so kindly.

crashing & tumbling,

they spin my whole world,

then they grip me, claw at meas though

I'm a featherless bird

i quack with terror not knowing

what is what

i try to break free

but i feel so caught

i cry and lash outto unlock these cold chainsis it this world driving me crazy

or is it simply me who is insane

19/3/09

I can't stop thinking about him! ! ! cnt slp

(N) ever off my mind

(O) ne of a special kind

(H) is voice is like musc to my ears

(E) very on adores him

(M) y heart is his and

(I) love him